~IrIS liFeStyle~

<17 Nov 2005> 2:19PM
Hehe.. now contiune my story life... yesterday went out with joelle, kelly, wiston, kelly bro N ryan.. they celebrate belated bday... So happy... They gave me a surprise. Haha... Thanks Sis.. I'm really happy for this yr bday...
Here my testimony :
I wanna THANKS TO - My family, joy,jas,wen,adrain,grad,sx,zh,glen,lianjie,howhei,tianshi,lihui,peiyu,ben,kelly, joelle,ryan,winston,fangru,brodaniel,jane,huimin,takyee,lucille,keting,jiahui, layying,meijun,zejian,shere,siewhui,yanming,credic,darren,serene,peiwen, kolina... Wish me happy bday! Hehe.. i think i didnt miss anyboday bah.. if got.. pls let me know.. hehe... Thanks!Thanks!
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<16 Nov 2005> 2:06PM
Hmmm... i'm really happy yesterday. IN my life, there still got a lot of good friends around me. Yesterday in office, after my break, so i contiue to do my work. During breaktime, there is hegan straw i/cream cake.. becasue of my bday. Wow.. nice leh.. think the cake is X lor.. but really wanna thanks to my sup that she ask my col to buy. SO happy xia, she aslo bought for me a hp pouch for me... She very nice.. i'm only attach to tat company for a wk.. then got this kind of "treatment" on bday... Haha..|!
After work, i met ploy friends to go eat steamboat. They came around 8pm, then we started have our steamboat... They never fail, keep make fun of me.. hehe.. keep making jokes.. haha.. have a great fun during steamboat. After that, they use the time when i went ladies, they quickly ask for the bday cake they had bought from breadtalk. Haha.. Wen N joy go in ladies and bluff me out N blind my eyes with their hand. Suprise.. i don expect they bought a cake for me leh.. Really suprise.. N They bought me a EX red jacket for me.. So touched by them. Later we went played bowling. Really having a great Fun N enjoy during tat time.. Dunno why, they keep laughing whenever is my turn to throw.. HoHo... We played unitl we miss the train. So at least we walk to cityhall and take cab. Except zh, jas n wen took cab long ago. I really touched on this day, they spent quite a lot tat day. A bit pa seh that at least had to take cab... Hiaz.. Really Thanks joy,jas,..update again.. need to do my work now..
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<15 Nov 2005> 1:40PM
I have a lot to say.. but dunno where to start... Who ask me haven update my blog for so long... Hmm let me see...
Today is my lovely 20th birthday! Surprise... become 20th.. older n older... Oh No... cant turn back to younger liao.. Oh OH... this morning 12am, joelle, peiyu N benjamin came to my house. They wanna give me a happy bday surprise.. I was aslept by then. They came awhile N left.. since it so late lioa.. Thanks to them, what a great heart N surprise for my bday. from the button of my heart, Thanks YA! You guys travelledall the way to my house in the midnight. After that, i cant sleep liao.. so watched tv then go online. Nothing to do aslo.. so playing neopet... hehe... since so free during breaktime, so i decided to create a neopet to play. My pet name is Desmond, when he become older N stronger, i intro to u guys again.
Now i'm already in 1 wk for my attachment. My cols and sup not bad, they are nice and good to me. Today is my bday, so i bought apple studart for them... Hehe.. So happy, n i bought along the cafe latte which joelle they all bought for me de.. The coffee suddenly so nice to drink, wow! That the coffee brand tat i like also.. just now, went to jap resturant with my col, she treated me.. because my big day mah. She is so nice.. we keep talking about what where the food is nice.. which resturant is good. She pregant now, wish her all the best ya.. have a ba ba pang pang baby.. hehe.. just like me.. hehe ;-P
Recently i learn from one thing, -In this world, "qian si yong yuan zuan bu wan de"- That true man, friends rem to heart, don always keep working, life is short.. need to enjoy life also... ! So i decided not to work on part time weekend, if my "boss" don allow me to do so, i have no choice but quit the job. That the only thing, who ask still got attachment leh... I aslo very tired n sian at there. Lose trust N interest in there...
Hehe.. later going out with group of ploy friends to marine bay having our steamboat. WOw..! Tml going out with fyp friends to have dinner too.. This 2 wks, keep eating at office n outside... No wonder will become fatter.. Oh no.. what to do..? Everytime say wanna jogging but it didnt come true leh.. Lazy N tired to do so.. Hehe... Oh.. break for 2 hrs liao.. think it time for me to go see my pet then work.. see u guys, will update soon..!
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<07 Nov 2005> 11:00PM
Today is a long day for me... too nervous, scare, unitl very tired... Haha... what happened to me? Hehe.. today is the 1st day of itp (attachment). Last night too nervous unitl cant sleep well, then this morning wake up quite early. Have a gd bath n breakfast, start my way out from home.. hohoho... Thanks God at wdlands MRT met clement, he aslo alight the same station at me... Wow.. i keep talking to him.. at least make me clam down a bit... at least don feel lonely. But in the end, we still have to seperate to go our own way.. not same building lor.. At there, just can keep eating n eating.. wow piang.. decide to go jogging.. if not will turn become fatter and fatter.. unitl now, the ppl still quite nice. Learn not to reach on time because my sup wont reach early, so can late a bit or so... no wonder last time gad can wake up... still quite unfamilar at there.. i think take times bah.. anyway nothing to do.. jus do xai kang... like OL xia..
Wondering what will happen to me when i grad and start working.. i think i need to build more confident and maturity.. Iris Go Go GO!!! Keep it UP! THinking of future.....woow.... what will happened to me?
This whole week is a long week for me.. no break no rest just keep working and going out.. work 2 jobs, not easy xia.. sometimes can slack unitl tired leh.. See how bah... wish me all the best!
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<25 Oct 2005> 2:23AM
Just have a chat with lucille in msn. She told me about her worry, i just listen. As i really cant help her much. Then i told her i felt very sad, aslo dunno why... she told me one thing tat make my tears drop. - I have her, she have me - hehe don get us wrong.. this is true friendship.. tell u guys, in this world, it really hard to find a true friend. Think carefully N count with ur finger, how many TRUE friend u have. i bet u can count with less than both hand.
Then suddenly miss Him. I felt bad. when in times of need, then think about Him. But sometimes at nights, i will cry because i really felt bad about cg, about Him.. I just hate myself of cant have a strong decision. Sometimes i really hate the devil.. for making me into sin.. cant be a good child. Sometimes i will felt sad when i with them.. i cant feel the joy of being with them, i aslo dunno why.. i really don wanna change cell.. but i just cant feel the joy with them.. why? i aslo dunno what should i do.. N i feel tat there no use for me to change, since the problem is from me..
Recently i keep worry, very worry for my future.. I keep worry about money. I aslo dunno why.. I worry I worry.. I worry..
i really Hate my feeling now...!
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<23 Oct 2005> 12:37PM
DaMn Upset N angry!!!! Yesterday unitl this 8am then can start to slp awhile. Just switch on my comp to see.. as i already online long ago, saw 2msn... 1 of it... type a word - bitch to me. Fucking hell, i already full of angriness and sadness... suddenly 1 not knowing well friend scolded me bitch in msn... Damn...Damn... fucking life...
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<23 Oct 2005> 12:40AM
DamN angry today... Kns... Make me so hungry that i bought a buger and ate along my way home. This is my chac.. when i angry i will hungry N eat a lot... It so "Ji cho" person.. kns... i already forgotten.. it keep in mind... so hate it.. After that kanna scolded... damn shit..
Overall, today i damn angry. unhappy.. cant say here.. too bad... I think i should plan about my life... Life is so mess up.. Wanna earn a lot a lot money... but my "it" life is not as gd as past... I think i should reconsider about my feeling....
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<21 Oct 2005> 11:39PM
Just reached home, as usual, my 1st reaction will just switch on my comp and online. Then sit infront of the comp, felt so tired and "xin hen ruan". Today after working, met joycelyn,shun xing N adrian at Marine Square. Doing wat~? i aslo dunno.. We went to suntec to look for shoes as joycelyn going buy because of work in tcc. After that we having dinner at swesen... hm.. i having sirlon steak.. not bad, but the meat got a lot of fat. Then we went Millenia Walk have a walk.. Haha.. as i told them i really haven went before.. Then found nothing special... Almost all shop closing too... But i get to see mw tcc, hmm... place look not bad.. maybe i don like the ppl there. We went home after this. Shit, recently my $ keep coming out, no going in... Hiaz.. cannot lah... must control N save leh! Hate it when money become lesser.. Haha.. stupid. Any1 wanna support my "big hole"? i really don mind... Should find a rich guy.. haha... do u think i'm that kind of person? Hehe...

My heart really "ruan"~ What is the meaning of loving someone?? N I keep avoiding myself not to love wrongly. I dunno i too "cong bai" or like him... really werid.. can someone tell me what a true of loving someone? Hiaz... i really hate all this.. Shit.. not talking it.. if not i will dwell in.. which i don wanna.. i wanna become a Strong woman, career woman, independant woman, a young lady ~
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<21 Oct 2005> 4AM
Hey, I'm back from my lovely newly changing blog skin. Now already early 4am in the morning, i just bake finished my lovely blog. Hehe.. Ask me why suddenly come back, i aslo dunno... Just read kevin blog, then feel like doing blog again... Actually i don like to do blog, as sometimes things are too personal that cant share with.. but why i still writing blog.. hmm.. i aslo dunno.. hehe.. Before writing blog, I just went out whole day with my friends. Firstly, i went casueway point met joelle,kelly,Junjei,Genge. After that we went ktv... Too bad i have to go first, i met tak yee,lucille,jiahui N meijun at orchard. So long didnt have a good chat with them.. We went to Hans at Far east.. we having our dinner.. Dunno why, only i'm the one who keep eating.. they keep talking Haha... After that we walked to TCC at PP to have coffee N chat.. Have a great day! Think should be going to sleep soon.. tml still have a long day to go.. TatA..
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